Is it in "vein"? I've been thinking a lot about this study, the outcomes, my kids, husband and especially a certain special drug named DMPK (lots of numbers I can't disclose) today. I'm not going to lie, today has been a little rough.
My plane left over an hour late last night, putting me in SLC just past midnight, running to the rental car place, and landing in my bed at the hotel after 1 a.m. When I got the car, though, Enterprise upgraded it to a cute little VW Bug that is way too fun to drive way too fast. Salt Lake is a ghost town on a late Sunday night, a little different than Phoenix! When I got to the hotel, I also found out my room there had been upgraded. I'm on the 7th and top floor of the Marriott, it's a secure floor, that you can only access with your key. There's a lounge that's open all the time with free food. So, I figure two upgrades can only be a good omen for a drug "upgrade", right?
My view from the top- Utah is Pretty! |
Still drinking so much water, with my souvenir cup. |
My bag of tubes |
The blood is all being taken out of an IV, so that's good. The nurse did a better job putting it in today. We warmed up the vein and, like I said, I tried my best to pump it up over the past few days. She took a couple tubes for "pre-dosing" and then, I got the "dose".
Susan with the tubes |
There's no way to tell for sure if I got the drug or not. Dr. Johnson came to do a physical a few hours after the dose. When he made me make my fist and release it, he said, "well, you've still got myotonia." It was pretty funny.
So, here's the important thing for my myotonic mommy friends - yes, I'm talking about you: Jennifer, Suzanne, Steven (and Hamsa), Deanise, Lisa P., Lisa H., Narelle, Joanna, Claire, Kari, Trudi (and Sarah), Mikar, and our English friend, Sarah, and all you other brave mamas taking care of our special kiddos- this is what the drug is like, if I did in fact get the drug. The injections sting, but I had one person and one person only on my mind. He is this perfect little angel, who I get to call "mine". He gets shots in his stomach every other week and thinking about it still makes me want to cry. Anyway, the shots sting pretty badly. But, I thought can Aulton handle this? I'm pretty sure he can. Then, it starts to burn. Sarah assured me this is completely normal. They time the burn....7 minutes, still do-able for Aulton. Throughout the day, the injection sites grew puffy and white around the actual injections, which actually didn't bleed. I got the shots about 8 hours ago and the tenderness has nearly worn off. Aulton's so tough, he's totally got this. I wanted to give all the parents all the info. about the actual dosing, so you can think about how your kiddo will do, when this drug works and they get to have it.
I feel like I got it. Dr. Johnson can't share how he feels and the nurses just nod, when I say I don't think saline burns or puffs up your skin or hurts for 8 hours. Dr. Johnson says we will find out who got it next summer.
After the injections, they drew my blood (about 7 tubes), then they drew my blood every half hour, then they drew my blood every two hours. I've had 10 blood draws today and I have one more to go, at 10:30 pm. Then, they will take out the IV. This vein is done, though. They keep coming in and flushing it and they push it down, while they draw the blood.
The vein a few hours ago. |
First draw |
Symptoms Today:
tender injection sites
really, really sore inside of my left elbow from the IV
serious muscle pain in my left quad (not sure what this is because it s a new muscle problem. I'm going to talk to Dr. Johnson about it tomorrow).
crampy calf muscles
still have a pretty sore muscle biopsy spot, also on my left leg
neck pain
shoulders and back are ok today :)
1 comment:
Bless you for sharing and doing this for all of us, you are my hero truly! The tears I shed as I read your blog are ones of hope... for Aulton, for James, and for all of our children. <3
Prayers of comfort are said for you and your family while you go through this, and for a brighter future for all of us because of your bravery.
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